i don't want to be home.
i want to go back to school.
i hate being in easton.
i miss penn state.
i miss my friends at penn state.
i miss being on my own.
i miss my dorm room.
i miss the fact that if i'm bored i can just walk next door or upstairs and be with friends.
but most of all i miss her.
this is going to be the longest summer ever and i am going to hate it.

Currently Playing Almost Here By The Academy Is... Classifieds see related

spring break is extremely boring and i can't wait to go back to school.

...i miss you lee :-\

Currently Playing from a basement on the hill By Elliott Smith see related

so it's almost 2005... 2004 had its ups and downs. lost some friends (even though you probably don't care i still miss you guys)   made some new ones :o)  cheers to the PSU crew.  hopefully 2005 will have more ups than it did downs.  i saw a lot of good bands this year, matchbook romance, fall out boy, the starting line, days away, the working title, hidden in plain view, story of the year, something corporate, senses fail, midtown, moneen, and more... planning on seeing a lot more next year. 

i will now post my list of top ten albums of 2004 followed by the top ten films...

Albums

1. Atreyu - The Curse

2. Daphne Loves Derby - Closing Down the Pattern Department

3. Coheed and Cambria - In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3

4. Senses Fail - Let it Enfold You

5. Hawthorne Heights - The Silence in Black and White

6. A Thorn for Every Heart - Things Aren't so Beautiful Now

7. Eighteen Visions - Obsession

8. This Providence - Our World's Divorce

9. I Can Make a Mess Like Nodoby's Business - Self-titled

10. From First to Last - Dear Diary, My Teenage Angst has a Bodycount

Films

1. GARDEN STATE 

2. Napoleon Dynamite

3. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

4. The Butterfly Effect

5. Saw

6. The Bourne Supremacy

7. The Terminal

8. Collateral

9. Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story

10. The Girl Next Door

well i'm off now to partay, i probably won't be able to stand by the time midnight comes around... HAPPY NEW YEAR BITCHES.

Currently Playing Transatlanticism By Death Cab for Cutie The New Year see related

my first entry in almost a year... it's true, a LOT can happen in a year, most of which i wish didn't happen...

Complete and total adoration, my gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories, but will never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real, you said they were,
What happened? You were a priority, Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember these things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

college started, it's ok. classes are pretty easy, but i don't like it up here.
next year i think i'm going to go to a school back home and me and a couple
friends are going to get an apartment. should be fun...

that's all, this will most likely be my last entry.. for at least another year.

1. Taking Back Sunday vs. Brand New
    Taking Back Sunday
2. Anatomy of a Ghost vs. Coheed and Cambria
    Coheed and Cambria
3. The Used vs. Thrice
    The Used
4. Thursday vs. My Chemical Romance
     Thursday
5. The Movielife vs. Fairweather
    The Movielife
6. Fall Out Boy vs. The Starting Line
    The Starting Line 
7. Atreyu vs. Shai Hulud
    Atreyu
8. The Mars Volta vs. Sparta
    Sparta
9. Count the Stars vs. The Ataris
    The Ataris
10. Spitalfield vs. The Rocket Summer
      Spitalfield
11. Saves the Day vs. Mae
      Saves the Day
12. Something Corporate vs. Straylight Run
      Something Corporate
13. Chris Carrabba vs. Conor Oberst
      Chris Carrabba
14. Doozer vs. Grover Dill
      Grover Dill
15. Hidden in Plain View vs. The Early November
      The Early November
16. Saosin vs. Alexisonfire
      Alexisonfire
17. Alkaline Trio vs. Vendetta Red
      Alkaline Trio
18. Glassjaw vs. From Autumn to Ashes
      From Autumn to Ashes
19. The Anniversary vs. The Reunion Show
      The Reunion Show
20. Yellowcard vs. Silverstein
      Silverstein
21. Backstreet Boys vs. N'Sync
      BOTH!

...now you do it.

Currently Playing Page Avenue By Story of the Year "Anthem of Our Dying Day" see related